Living to the Next Day

Having that one boy, that continuously lives in the back of your mind.

Knowing that you will always try to look your best, even though he doesn't care.

Making sure no one notices when you stall, just to have excuses to see him.

Hearing your heart pound in your ears when he passes, trying not to collapse.

Nearly suffocating when he looks at you with his deep blue eyes, even for a split second.

Trying hard to concentrate, but all you can think of is him.

Trying hard to sleep, when he enters your sweetest dreams.

Trying hard to deny, but only to be overcome with emotions.

Trying hard to smile, when the pain of unreturned love is too much.

Trying hard to forget, when all you can do is remember.

Living to the next day, just because you know that you will see his face.